Advice in furthering acceptance of biuality?

DUDE ! Im in the same boat too , for the past 5 years I tried to convince myself that I was straight but it was only a couple months back did I finally logically realize that I am indeed and it feels like the most normal and natural feeling. I don't think you are going to jinx it , u are in that part of your life where its almost impossible to turn back ! and I say enjoy it! Just don't ever put yourself down , you are special just like others are so relax, breathe and enjoy life ! :)