What shall i do??? help :(?

am i in love D:? lol.. i wait up evrynight to talk to this boy.. and i tlk to him evrynight but hes on the internet and it makes me feel stupid.. =\ when he doesnt come online sumnights i miss him.. and when hes online i jst wanna tlk to him D: and i always fink about him.. i love evrything about him and he livs 2 hours away in a car.. i hate lykin sumone on the internet tho and i wanna try and not like him as much but how can i do that? help =\ i dnt wanna end up broken hearted cos ino whats guna happn.. evryone as to stop coming online at sum point and were getting older.. and its the internet =\ but i really love him =\ i just wanna not love him as much.. cos hes like a drug .. and i'm addicted.. =\ and i don't wanna be!! :( x